I'm Aranza. 21. Inducted into the Mommyhood on December 3rd 2013. Tattooed. Pierced. && definitely more of a sinner than a saint.
"Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?"
Oliver Nolau (via oliverwr)
But I’m too scared…I’m afraid it’s an act and once you know you have me everything will revert back to how it was and I’m scared how do I really know you’re just not settling? How do I know you’re not going to be cruel like you have?….
I’m just scared because….
I have to take care of our son and I can’t play hot and cold or constantly be….put down..I have priorities. He is my priority…my son
You know the Bon Jovi song? My son has been fighting his nap time. So I put my iPod on shuffle and this song comes on I start singing along rocking him around and he’s asleep with his hand clutching onto my shirt
He gets so many cool points from me.
Such a funny little man.
I go to sleep with tiny arms reaching out for me.
I go to sleep with tiny hands grasping my shirt.
I go to sleep to the sweet whimpering and breathing sounds he makes
I go to sleep next to the most perfect human being I made from scratch almost five months ago…
I go to sleep happy even when I can’t sleep…
I go to sleep so in love.
I will never regret my co sleeping decision…
It’s honestly a beautiful perfect thing